Jennifer Ann (jro2284) wrote,
Jennifer Ann
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"This is what I get for wanting more...for wanting more....."

"So I walk around with this rope in my hand...this rope in my hand..so I'll tie it around..and around..and around...."


Tonight was a crummy night...work sucked...except for the 112 dollar tip I got..but the check was 360..and the table was 7 old people who just camped out from 6:30-9:30..it was redic...anything less then 112 would have set me in a rage......but just when I thought things would get better...when my boyfriend comes into eat..im thinking..hell make me feel better....things took a turn for the worse.....he only did and said things to piss me off even more....my relationship with him is just soo confusing now...I love him when we're good..but when we're bad I just cant stand him..and I suppose thats normal..but the bad part is that even the littlist thing he does can piss me off like crazy!....I kno a lot has to do with my being stressed out with school..and on top of it I'm PMSing like crazy....plus the whole ordeal with Kara is neverending....I dunno...I just feel that everything just sucks right now for me...and I just dont kno when or if its going to get better....this christmas is going to be probably my worst...having no friends in town..and no boyfriend in town...I dont kno what I'm going to do...plus im not goin out of town..so Im stuck in this shit whole called Niceville....uhhhhhhhhhh......when does it ever end???.......I've been thinkin a lot lately...of the reasons why I'm so unhappy...and im beginning to ponder that maybe it's not the people who make me unhappy just me being unhappy with myself?..I dunno.....just seems nothin is going right in my life right now..and I just dont kno how someone could have such bad luck....I dunno......I'm done talking about it....Im going to bed...tomorrows a new day...
<3-Jen
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